i know i havent updated in soo long. ive had a lot do, it being the end of the year and all. but only two school days left! cant wait!! [1] And I hope your friends are many and your laughter's always loud. To help you when you're lonely and pick you up when you're down. I hope your eyes shine bright love and learn to see the light. 
[2] She's the girl who pratices what she's
going to say to him the next day,
the girl who gets dolled up just for him,
& the girl who's speechless the moment
he comes into her sight. [3] I love it when somebody insults me. That means I don't have to be nice anymore -Billy Idol [4] why doubt the medicine when it feels so good?
why not take the high road darling
if you thought that you could?
you got the need, I’ll make it all right 
[5] Did you also know she has 7 laughs?
one when something really makes her laugh.
one when she's making plans.
one when she is laughing out of politeness.
One when she is uncomfortable.
one when she is making fun of herself.
one when shes having fun with her friends.
and one when she is thinking about you. [6] Cute is a person's personality shining
through their looks. Like in the way they walk.
Every time you see them, you just want to
run up to them and give them a hug. [7] Anyone who can touch you
can hurt you or heal you
Anyone who can reach you
can love you or leave you ... & it's brighter than sunshine. [8] We all die. The goal isn’t to live forever,
the goal is to create something that will. 
[9] An honest answer is the sign of true friendship.
--Proverbs 24:26 [10] And just when I think I finally got the answers
you go ahead and change the question. [11] people criticize me, lie to me, and
turn their backs on me time and time again.
they kill me slowly and then wonder
what my fucking problem is. [12] Do more than exist, live.
Do more than touch, feel.
Do more than look, observe.
Do more than read, absorb.
Do more than hear, listen.
Do more than listen, understand.
Do more than think, ponder.
Do more than talk, say something.  [13] Blowing bubbles and screaming emotions:;
she runs, laughs, and hides.
even if she does crash and burn,
at least she'll know what it's like to be alive [14] And don’t ever complain
about growing old,
so many people never
get the chance [15] And I realized at that moment that
I really did love him, because there was
nothing to gain and that didn't matter. [16] It's the magic of risking everything for a dream that
nobody sees but you. 
[17] And you won't make a sound or be nervous around piles of pictures, so old that that it feels like it is ending. It's not too late now to change your mind; The grass gets greener when you get to the finish line. [18] turns out sometimes you have to do the wrong thing,
sometimes you have to make a big mistake
to figure out how to make things right.
mistakes are painful.
but they're the only way to find out
who you really are. [19] Don’t need no drugs, you’re my chemical.
Now I’m dependent, swear I’m clinical.
Addicted to those glances, taking chances tonight.
I need a fix in those heroin eyes. [20] There are two kinds of secrets:
those we keep from others
& those we hide from ourselves. 
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